Be yourself, because YOU are special.

So while having a couple of whiskys with my dad, my dad told me, he is lucky to have me cause like not many other children will go out with their parents to have a drink cause they feel awkward.

That got me thinking, I don't think they feel awkward, they just feel it is not cool. You see, in our world today, teenagers are trying very hard to be branded "a cool kid". I mean, if you are TRYING that already means you are wasting your time. I mean, i feel it is either you are born with it or not.

You may argue and say, NO, you can be cool by just doing cool stuff. My friend, that is where you are absolutely wrong, it is your character and once you don have it you can NEVER obtain it.

Now, people cannot accept that. BUT WHY?!?!? Why the fuck cant you just be who you are? I think that when you cannot accept who you are, that is when you are a FUCKING LOSER!

Look at me, I go out and just do what i want to do, as long as it is not a criminal offense and i do not hurt anyone, i think it is totally fine. For example, I can go out alone the whole day, sit at a restaurant and have dinner by myself or catch a movie or go shopping all alone. Why? Cause i like doing it, people look at me and thinkI have no friends but fuck, I look at them and think, you are so dependent on people you can't have a simple meal alone.

I can go out with my grandparents, and hold their hand while they walk with me and I can even kiss and hug them anywhere before they leave, on public buses, in shopping malls. How many of you dare say you can do that without feeling the least bit embarrassed? Well I can and it has been proven time and time again.

In church, during the "peace be with you" how many of you GUYS out there at my age, go and kiss your whole family one by one including your father. If you are a girl maybe you still feel its alright. Why do guys not do it? Most teenagers just smile or give a firm hand shake. Why? I know its not cause you do not love your dads but it is cause you feel it is weird, or gay or you are just ashamed to do it. Cause the society does not accept it.

The list goes on, the clothes you wear, the music you listen to, the way you speak, the types of hobbies you have. I hear people saying, "I want to look like Tom Cruise or Angelina Jolie" or whoever. But why? I wake up everyday and I am fucking happy to look like myself and not someone else.

You guys out there who cannot be youselves are the losers, WHY? Cause you let people control you, without you even knowing. It gets so bad till the extend some people lead a fake life till they themselves believe it to be true.

I really do not know how you guys can do it? Wake up every morning, and lead your fucking fake lifes, do, act and behave the way your "friends" want you to. Do what your friends feel is "Cool". And you know why you have friends like that, cause they too fell for that trap and they too are following someone else. And people like me, those leading our OWN lifes can and will know, because all you fakes are so prominent. I feel both very sad and pissed off when i bump into these type of people. I might not tell you, cause i just do not give fuck, but if i do tell you that shows i at least still care, so you should listen and change.

Please, love yourself a bit yea? Your mother gave birth to you cause she wanted her own son or daughter, not someone else.

Learn to accept yourself and make others accept you, if they do not then there is no point in wasting your time, they are not worth it. They should be your friend because they like you and not cause they like who you are pretending to be.

Live your life, not a lie.

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